A mixture of emotions

A mixture of emotions

At times, I feel so lucky and happy being who I am and what I have in my life now.. Contentment as what others may say about it. Having my family around who always support and gives me strength to every decisions that I may have to stand for… Having my little pretty daughter whom is so dear to me.. And now she is 7 year-old big girl. They are the people around me that give my life great meaning and so I feel happy.. And sad at times whenever I miss them.. EMOTIONS just what i call it.

You can never tell sometimes what will come to you which makes your heart beats fast and makes your blood pressure high…whew!! I always have this feeling but just don’t know the reasons.. until I listen to what my emotions is telling me. I feel excited on things  and places that are new to me and gets real curious about what will this new place will offer me.. just like moving from one country to another.. It is a scary feeling but I must face the new challenges for I know deep in my heart that something good will happen or won’t ever happen at all ..but no harm in trying my best, right?..Emotions such as excitement, being scared makes more sense to me now that it is me alone can make it happen and whatever the obstacles are makes no difference but to let my heart beats fast and my blood pressure rise just to openly see for myself that I make it happen at last.. SUCCESS at last here I come.. then people in new places will then appreciate and recognize for who I am because I let it happen ..letting them know what I am capable of and trying to reach them in my own ways so I can understand them as well…then all the emotions that you felt at once will always be there in every new little changes that is happening in your life..just like me.

And right now I am about to have my new angel soon..a gift of life..a baby girl to come and soon will share my happiness in life. I want her to be part of every emotion that I will have. Letting her know and feel that she is precious to me just like her big sister.. They are the gift that I have to love, cherish and live for. Hope that I can be the best mother that i can ever be for my two little angels and would be very willing to listen and be part to whatever emotion that they can have in the world ..and for that I will always be there to lend them my helping hands.